I don’t usually cry in front of people.
During this 1 month and a half, the first time I cried was after that talk with Matt. I hided my teary eyes behind the laptop screen.
The second time was when I saw him off at the airport. I was crying on the whole way back and during the night because of missing him too much.
The third time was today. I cried in front of Catarina when I was talking to her about the project. But it was good, to let go your thoughts and emotions sometimes.
“You think I can carry the world on my shoulders
That don’t mean that I can
I can bend, I can break, I can feel
I’m not made of steel
I can’t be anything more than I’m made of…”